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| mom | I BELIEVE | February 1, 2012 |
| MOM | WITHOUT YOU | January 30, 2012 |
Why
I stand and stare at the beautiful sky
Again ask the dreaded question why?
Why is it you are not by my side?
Why do I live on although my heart died?
Searching for answer as if I might find
The truth and solution to all of man kind
Why I was left , why my child did go?
I wish for some answers i just need to know
Why must I live on to cry all these tears...
With a life full of sorrow and millions of fears?
I long for the answers, or even a clue
As to why I was left here to live without you?
Why does life hurt those that truly are good?
Why are we left to be misunderstood?
A life that's so painful to wake to each day
Why is there nothing to take this away?
Why does my heart ache although I do smile?
Why does each step feel I've walked a mile?
Such anger and sorrow that I can't ignore
Why can't you just walk in through the front door?
Why have these years never healed my heart?
Why can't I learn how to live life apart?
I have tried to find some way to make this pain cease
Tried to find some way to live with some peace
Why must I live with this terrible thief?
It replaced all my happiness., calls itself grief
It buried and burrowed itself deep within
I'm frazzled, half crazy and worn very thin
Why can't I stop asking all of these questions?
Or listening to those that have clueless suggestions?
Why is it life has no answers at all...
Or none that I truly can ever recall
TONIGHT I HOLD THIS CANDLE
Mom
Tonight I hold this candle
In memory of you.
Hoping someway, somehow, y love will shine through.
I close my eyes, lost in the glow.
There are so many things I want you to know.
This candle says I love you, this candle says I miss you.
This candle is saying I remember you.
When I’m holding it toward heaven,
It feels like you are near.
If you’re looking down tonight and see this candle burning bright,
It says I’m wishing you were here.
In the glow of this candle, I can almost see your smile
And it carries me away for a little while
To another time, another place
When all it took to light up my world was your beautiful face.
This candle says I love you, this candle says I miss you.
This candle is saying I remember you.
When I’m holding it toward heaven,
It feels like you are near.
If you’re looking down tonight and see this candle burning bright,
It says I’m wishing you were here.
Someday, someway I’ll see you again.
I’ll hold you in my heart until then.
This candle says I love you, this candle says I miss you.
This candle is saying I remember you.
When I’m holding it toward heaven,
It feels like you are near.
If you’re looking down tonight and see this candle burning bright,
It says I’m wishing you were here.
Like the flame on this candle
my love for you burns eternal.
Mom
| MOM | MY ANGEL | January 9, 2012 |
| mom | New Year | December 30, 2011 |
Hi Darko, It is mom! Yes well, it is New Year time once again. All I have to say right now is that I want to thank you for sending me the FALLING STARS last night when I asked you to.. That was so special. As soon as I asked, there they were. I love you with all of my heart.
Happy New Year My Handsome Angel..
Happy New Year My Handsome Angel..
| mom | Happy New Year | December 30, 2011 |
Getting ready for New Year my Angel,
| mom | Merry Christmas | December 21, 2011 |
Well baby we will be away for a while during Christmas, so we wanted to wish you a Very Merry Christmas with Jesus this year!!!!!! It will be so wonderful for you!!!!! It will Never be the same again for your dad and I at Christams or anytime. But we will ALWAYS look forward to seeing you again, that will be the best day for us ever. This is really hard baby to write, as I really don't know what I will do with out you for the rest of my life.
WE LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH DARKO, I hope and pray you will never forget that.
love you sweetie, mom
WE LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH DARKO, I hope and pray you will never forget that.
love you sweetie, mom
| mom | Christmas Tears | December 14, 2011 |
How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year, running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears, wish you were here.
How I wish, How I Wish You Were Here. Wish You Were Here.
CHRISTMAS TEARS
Little angel, busy angels,
Dressed in heavenly style.
In the air there's
A feeling of sadness.
Children dying,
Parents crying,
Trying hard just to smile,
And at every child's headstone you'll hear:
Christmas tears, Christmas tears,
It's Christmas time and we're lonely
Parents dream, hear them scream:
Please came back home Christmas day.
Angels halos, pretty halos,
Blink a bright red and green.
As the parents rush home,
To their memories.
Hear the mom's cry,
See the dad's try,
Not to make a big scene,
And above all the bustle you'll hear:
Christmas tears, Christmas tears,
It's Christmas time and we're lonely
Parents dream, hear them scream:
Please came back home Christmas day.
| mama/tata | Four Candles | December 9, 2011 |
Four Candles
The first candle represents our grief.
The pain of losing you is intense.
It reminds us of the depth of our love for you.
This second candle represents our courage.
To confront our sorrow,
To comfort each other,
To change our lives.
This third candle we light in your memory.
For the times we laughed,
The times we cried,
The times we were angry with each other,
The silly things you did,
The caring and joy you gave us.
This fourth candle we light for our love.
We light this candle that your light will always shine.
As we enter this holiday season and share this night of remembrance
with our family and friends.
We cherish the special place in our hearts
that will always be reserved for you.
We thank you for the gift
your living brought to each of us.
We love you.
We remember you.
The first candle represents our grief.
The pain of losing you is intense.
It reminds us of the depth of our love for you.
This second candle represents our courage.
To confront our sorrow,
To comfort each other,
To change our lives.
This third candle we light in your memory.
For the times we laughed,
The times we cried,
The times we were angry with each other,
The silly things you did,
The caring and joy you gave us.
This fourth candle we light for our love.
We light this candle that your light will always shine.
As we enter this holiday season and share this night of remembrance
with our family and friends.
We cherish the special place in our hearts
that will always be reserved for you.
We thank you for the gift
your living brought to each of us.
We love you.
We remember you.
| mom | December'2011 | December 8, 2011 |
December’2011
I use to love the number 1; The first.
The first time I saw his infant face, his first cry, his first smile, his first tooth, his first step, his first birthday, his baptism, his first Christmas, first day at school, his first friend, his first car, ...........and a whole lot more....you get the picture.
BUT I didn't want the first time we heard the word cancer, and the first Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year, Mother's day, Father's day without him here with us......and then A whole year went by.....most nights too long and days that seem to sift through your fingers like sand..........Jesus gave Darko the best first of all...HIS LIFE, an eternal life in Heaven. So I choose today to think of all the firsts that Darko is seeing and doing. The first time he saw Jesus, on July 31st, the first time he saw all friends and family who went to Heaven before him like Nikola, Magdalena, Chris, Deny, baka, deda, tetka and the first time he met Adam, Eve, Moses, Noah, Matthew, Mark, Luke, Mary,...oh my goodness...all the people of God......YOU KNOW its impossible to match those firsts...as much as I miss him, I know the TRUTH and I can't wait to share all those first myself with him someday in HEAVEN.
"No eye has seen, nor ear has heard and no mind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love Him." Corinthians 29
I praise you Jesus for all the first time memories with Darko and the promise of more to come in Heaven
When I hear this song I think of my Darko
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
'Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbyes
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
I love and miss you Darko. I look forward to being home with you. The whole family talks about you everyday...Christmas will never be the same for us....but what a GLORIOUS time for you.
I will ALWAYS love you with all my heart and soul son...you will ALWAYS be my baby boy, and I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!
| Erin J |
Happy 24th Birthday Darko!
I try not to think what my life would have been like if I hadn’t switched over to Laurier 2nd year. I never would have met such an amazing group of friends to share so many laughs and memories that I can now cherish for the rest of my life. I feel so privileged to have met you and the rest of our Laurier Crew. Life at Laurier was some of my favourite times. I’ll never forget the many all-nighters we pulled. I always wanted to start the assignments and studying early, but you boys outnumbered me …. “Don’t worry Erin, we have tons of time!” But now looking back I wouldn’t have done it any other way. You were so smart and always lending a hand, putting others before yourself. I have learned a lot from you. Your positive attitude taught me that life is too short and not to sweat the small stuff.
Thank you so much Darko! You will never be forgotten!
Erin x0x0x0
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