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Rob
 
darko darko darko...

Well its your birthday this week and I know we would have been out partying like animals this weekend.  I tried to do my best without you there but it will never be the same as all of the times we had over the years.  I don't know how I can sum up some of our best memories but here's my best shot.

12 bars in first year is one of my favourite school memories... me, you, pat and our fake id's in first year got us in lots of trouble but this particular night was one of my favourites, I wish you could still be around to see the craziness that Pat has turned it into.



Reading week in first year was a ton of fun, my parents had no idea who I was bringing down with me to Florida but within 5 minutes of being there I know they loved you.  You brought that crazy electro CD and we rocked out to it about 100 times during that week.. All the boys are hating my tunes these days but I know that you would have my back and we would keep the Darko dance alive. 

Tara O'K
 
Darko I hope you had a fun time with us last night, I know you were with us…there were a few bad smells throughout the night! I miss dancing with you and seeing you do those ridiculous dance moves, but Marko danced the night away for the both of you so no worries  

Thank you for bringing and keeping our group so close together over the years, we wish that you could be with us every weekend. You have taught me that no matter what happens life is too short and to enjoy every moment that I have with my family and friends. Never stop coming around… we all love your presence..

xo Tara
Erika R.
 
Happy Birthday Darko! We all miss you!! We all had a great time last night celebrating. We did you proud on the dancefloor but its still not the same without the Darko Dance there with us! My favourite memories of you are with that big grin on your face dancing like no one was watching :)

RIP xo
Shannon
 
I can't believe it has been over 3 years, and yet the memories I have of you are still so fresh.
Two memories stick out in my head: First was when you, Marc, Aimee and I made a random road trip to Toronto to go see a psychic after we saw a tarot card reader in the Concourse at Laurier. But, my all time favourite memory has to be when we had a prank war going on in first year between you & Marc and Aimee & I. It started off so innocently when Aimee and I poured water outside your front door so that it would freeze (upon second thought, not the safest prank). Then you guys put syrup in our lock and it froze and my key broke off in it (I was so mad).. But my all time favourite was when the shaving cream came into play- you and Marc ambushed us... Aimee ran for her life and I took one for the team.
I miss you Darks, Happy Birthday xo
Maggie rose
 
 Not sure if my message was posted or not but if not I'll do it again. I just wanted to say that I can't believe how fast the time has gone. There's not a day that goes by where you're not on my mind. Part of me is still in disbelief of what happened but I know that in time I will come to terms with it. I miss your smile, your laugh, your energy. Even thought i see you in my dreams it just doesn't seem like it's enough. You were one of a kind and knew how to get a crowd going. We've had so many good times and never a bad moment. I will miss you and carry your inspiration with me until my last breath. You were a strong fighter, and for that I am so proud of you. I love you Darko, and I hope that your birthday is an amazing one. We're all missing you buddy, keep smiling :)
Peace, love.
xoxo
Giancarlo Santos
 
Darko, one of the most influential beings, a person can know. People always wonder why the good die young, but i believe it is to teach the rest of us that life is something more, and to realize what we have before it is too late.   Sometimes people question why God might take someone away, but it is only because the greatest of people are chosen to teach the rest of us. Without these great sacrifices we would never question why things happen, and so Darko’s death has shown me to appreciate, and I hope it has helped others on their journey through this crazy life.  I still think I have a strong relationship with Darko whether it is for help or just someone to talk to, and will continue it for the rest of my life; people can live for eternity within each other. One day I will meet you again my friend.
There is no single memory of Darko that I think of, it is more of his presence and inspiration he had on others, that I will never forget... well and Ping Pong of course...
mom/dad
 
Tekst pjesme koja je pred vama,  nije nimalo jednostavan za citati, pa i onda kada ne znate kako je i zašto nastao. On u misli doziva sve tuge koje se u nama akumuliraju godinama, on nas sjeća na ljude koje smo izgubili, ali nam - u isto vrijeme - pomaže da svoju tugu pretočimo u glas, da je isplačemo i skupimo snagu za dalje. Ovaj tekst je napisala očajna majka koji je izgubila svog sina. Majka i otac, slomljeni bolom, svoje dane jedan za drugim žive, bez sjaja u očima, bez puno radosti pred sobom. Ponekad se čini da samo čekaju kada će se ponovo susresti sa svojim djetetom, tamo negdje, na nekom boljem mjestu. Riječi ove pjesme nisu ništa drugo do suze koje neutješno, svakodnevno padaju s njihovih lica.

Bol za izgubljenim djetetom je neopisiva i teško ju je i zamisliti. Ova pjesma je vapaj jednog, ali kao da je vapaj svih roditelja...

    SINE MOJ

 

Tigujem....bolujem....proklinem sudbinu
Krijem istinu zlu.......od tebe.
 
A znam da u nocima,
prelijepim ocima
sjas medju zvijezdama.
 
Nespavam....nedisem
Svakoga dana ime ti pisem
Ime ti spominjem.
 
A tebe nema, ni sunca nema vise
Sve je pokrila tama i ledene kise
u srcu mom.
Moja dusa je prazna,
ovaj zivot je kazna bez tebe
 SINE
 
Godine.........prolaze
Cvijece cvijeta, a nigdje ljeta,
nema ni proljeca.
U dahu vijetra, u rosi cvijeca
dusu ti osjecam.
 
Nespavam........nedisem
Teska tuga, kao kuga,
snove mi uzima.
 
A tebe nema, ni sunca nema vise
Sve je pokrila tama i ledene kise
u srcu mom.
Moja dusa je prazna,
ovaj zivot je kazna bez tebe
 SINE
mom
 
                                                                                                            November' 2011


                     

Darko,When I get on line to read the remark's people write on your site, it tickles me inside! Makes me so very happy!!!!!  you had and still have so many friend's and family that care about you and wish that you where back.  Like Aimee I know she love's you with all her heart, still and will never fully get over you, you will always be in her heart as I know she is in yours.  Or Marko your brother, he wishes so bad that you could be here so you can watch Milla  grow up so she will know her Uncle Darko! But we all also know that you are watching us down here and knowing everything that goes on in our lives.
 
It still till this day Darko, feel's as though your on vacation, and I will see you walking in the door anytime.  I still can't get over the fact that your gone, it's still to me impossible!!!  To see us moving alone without you is horrible the world should just stand still because your gone.  I havn't till this day used the "D" word, I always say "you have passed".  Maybe If and when I do, I will then except that your ya know?

I have to keep my faith Darko, that someday I will see you again and be able to see you anytime I wont to.  God I can't wait till that day.  
I love you Darko with ever ounce of my breath, every thing inside of me.  You and Marko (with yours dad) will always be the loves of my life. I think about you  every second of the day and nights, that will never change. 
Darko,Thank You so very very much for the dream you gave me last night.  I asked and You gave! You knew how much I needed that.
It sure was nice to see your smiling face again, I have a smile on my face right now just thinking of it.  I miss you sweetie and love you so much and I know you know that.

Hey Darko,Sorry I haven't been here in a while baby! PLEASE forgive me,

it's just so hard anymore to come here.  It's like If I don't REALLY think of you as being gone then you aren't.  But then when I come here it's like it has happened all over again, and I can't think like that.  I have to think of you as just being away somewhere it's easier on me that way.   Yeah I guess I'm always taking the easy way out huh? But I can't help it son.  If I didn't think like this I would lose my mind, not like I haven't anyway's.  I'm really sad tonight honey!! I need you here with me Darko, I need you to Hug me and tell me it will be alright!!  I would give anything if I could just see you and chat with you, If you could just sit and tell me whats been going on with you sense you have been gone.  Tell me whats it like up there, tell me when I will be up there with you??????

I will ALWAYS love you with all my heart and soul son...you will ALWAYS be my baby boy, and I CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!

 I Love and Miss My Son

 

There Were Many Moments With You ...
(Just Not Enough Years)
A child is a gift
that comes with many moments of love.
But what you think you'll hold for a lifetime,
may one day soar to the Heavens above.

Oh, now, I think back at the moments;
Precious moments I shared with you.
I think of the times that I heard you laugh ...
There's nothing to compare it to.

I think of the times you sat with me;
Sharing the dreams you treasure.
And sharing the failures that you feared most ...
Even these were moments of pleasure.

Every moment I shared with you was a joy!
So much more than you could know.
Just to hear each time your heart would beat ...
Meant one more beat to help you grow!

Tonight, I sit & hold onto the photo albums;
Holding onto every single minute.
I look back & long for more time in life with you.
For more life while you were in it.

I see others around me & know that they
understand exactly how I feel.
For every moment I live without you
is a moment too painfully real.

So, I sit tonight longing to hold you.
I just can't hold back my tears.
There were many moments with you ...
Oh ... Just not enough years.

Oh Darko it's night's like this that I have a real hard time without you.  I am so upset right now I can't hardley stand it!!!!!! This is a time that I really need you to hold ME and tell  ME that it's all going to be alright.  All the time's Darko that I held you and told you it was going to be alright.  Well now It's my turn, I NEED YOU MORE NOW THEN I HAVE EVER NEEDED YOU.  It's just not fair that I don't get you anymore.  You where my child, and I don't get to have you now and I can't stand that. I don't get my hugs to tell me it's going to be alright. I don't get my "I Love you Mom" anymore, and I want that. I would do anything in my power for it be 1987 again.  I would go threw 1,0000.00 hours of hell to have you all over again and play out your life again with you. I would have never yelled at you.  It kill's me and I hate myself every time I think of the times I made you mad at me.  I'm so sorry Darko for all those times, I love you more then anyone could ever love anybody or anything.  I'm sorry honey but when something goes wrong in my life, I alway's think of you.  I guess it's because, out of everyone.   I would think you would ALWAYS be there for me, like I was for you.  You know, it's like I took care of you for almost 21 yrs. and now it's your turn to be the one to take care of me when I get older and need you.  And now you wont be able to! What will I do with out you?
Now that I got some of that out.   I should feel
better, but I really don't.  But God will help me I know, because he has been every day now.  He will keep me strong for you.
I love you Baby and I always will.  Love,  Mom
mom
 



mom
 

                                                                                    October’2011

~♥~What moves through us is a silence, a quiet sadness, a longing for one more day, one more word, one more touch, we may not understand why you left this earth so soon, or why you left before we were ready to say good-bye, but little by little, we begin to remember not just that you died, but that you lived. And that your life gave us memories too beautiful to forget ~♥~

 

 To Honor You

To honor you, I get up everyday and take a breath.

And start another day without you in it.

To honor you, I laugh and love with those who knew your smile

And the way your eyes twinkled with mischief and secret knowledge.

To honor you, I take the time to appreciate everyone I love,

I know now there is no guarantee of days or hours spent in their presence.

To honor you, I listen to music you would have liked,

And sing at the top of my lungs, with the windows rolled down.

To honor you, I take chances, say what I feel, hold nothing back,

Risk making a fool of myself, dance every dance.

You were my light, my heart, my gift of love, from the very highest source.

So everyday, I vow to make a difference, share a smile, live, laugh and love.

Now I live for us both, so all I do, I do to honor you.


 I miss him everyday and although time is a healer of pain, it can't erase the feeling of emptiness I have in my heart and stomach when I know I will never again hug my son. To never again hear is voice call out for me, or see his big grin and wave as he drives away. Knowing that he won't be sleeping in his bed or wearing his favorite shirt or sitting down at the supper table to tell us some wild stories, ever again, time numbs that pain, but even after three years it hasn't made it go away...I still miss it all and I still miss him.

We will always love you, mom & dad

 

                                                                      

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