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Darko's Life
mom October 30, 2012
 
Happy Halloween
mom October 23, 2012
 
...

Darko As I sit here writing you a letter. When I know you are in Heaven. Not on earth. Some people my think .Why she doing this.

You know Jesus has a Bible written about him. We here on earth pray to him. I do every day. I know he hear me. 

 It makes me love you even more. I miss you. I burn a light every day under your picture; If JESUS lets me cook when I get to Heaven. I fix you a steak, Just the way you like it ... NOW see, This made me feel better...NOW.... I am going to read my Bible and talk to JESUS.

Love you always mom



mama August 22, 2012
 
...
                                   

There Where Many Moments With You

( Just Not Enough Years)

A child is a gift from the Heavenly Father
that comes with many moments of love.
But what you think you'll hold for a lifetime,
may one day soar to the Heavens above.

Oh, now, I think back at the moments;
Precious moments I shared with you.
I think of the times that I heard you laugh ...
There's nothing to compare it to.

I think of the times you sat with me;
Sharing the dreams you treasure.
And sharing the failures that you feared most ...
Even these were moments of pleasure.

Every moment I shared with you was a joy!
So much more than you could know.
Just to hear each time your heart would beat ...
Meant one more beat to help you grow!

Tonight, I sit and hold onto the photo albums,
Holding onto every single minute.
I look back and long for more time in life with you.
For more life while you were in it.


I see others around me and know that they
understand exactly how I feel.
For every moment I live without you
is a moment too painfully real.

So, I sit tonight longing to hold you;
I just can't hold back my tears.
There were many moments with you ...
Oh ... Just not enough years.


 

MAMA July 31, 2012
 
***
Places of the heart- Places of the heart is where I long to be. A place where you and I would again live happily, I know it is not far away just around a bend. And when my time does come, on you I will depend. Your smile will guide me home as we travel to the light. Your hand will reach for mine and I will grab it oh so tight, I will finally be set free in Heaven up above Where I will be with you again my very special love    
...............                  

mom July 19, 2012
 
Darko Durbic Memorial Scholarship

3rd Darko Durbic Memorial  Scholarship Awarded to Elizabeth Maria Francis 
                                                                                 Rohan Tangri - 2012



mom July 10, 2012
 
...
   There is a grief that ages the face and hardens the heart
Yet softens the spirit…
A grief that casts shadows on the eyes
Yet broadens the mind…
A grief that keeps the pain and has no words
But increases the understanding…
There is a grief that breaks the heart and wounds the soul,
That lasts and lasts and can shatter in a minute
But will inspire for a lifetime.
mom May 11, 2012
 
MY ANGEL
Missing You


Oh, Darko, I am missing you!
My heart can't seem to mend.
These last four years I've fooled myself,
But no more can I pretend.

You've not just gone to foreign lands,
To come home any day.
You've gone to where I can't yet go,
You've gone away to stay.

I used to feel I could hear your steps
Walking down the hall,
But when I eagerly checked it out,
You were not there at all.

I used to think I heard your voice
Calling, "Mom, it's me!"
But when I went to welcome you,
You were not there to see.

In daydreams I still see your face,
You dance around my heart.
But then reality sets in
And I know that we're apart.

Those memories of days gone by
Are jewels I'll always treasure.
They're safely locked within my heart,
I love you without measure.

And, hope, too, lives within my heart,
For this I know is true:
Someday my call from God will come
And then I'll be with you.

Loving and missing you always,
Mom
 
Darko,
You have a forever place
in my heart
Where every happy memory,
proud moment, and joy
you've brought to life
is tucked away
with love!

I will really miss his wonderful, spontaneous sense of humour and how he could make me laugh. Even while having strong words, Darko could break the mood by putting his hand on my shoulder, telling me to calm down and maybe go have a milky way.

His whole life, I have heard about his unique sense of humour from his teachers, classmates, employers, coworkers and friends.

My world can never be the same without you in it. How can I move on without your presence here with me? You blessed my life with your life. My love for you is eternal and I will miss you forever.

I think back to so many special moments that I shared with just you! You have helped me and been strong for me. You have counselled and consoled me. I have seen your creative and artistic touch. You have laughed with me and made me laugh. You have brightened my life in so many, many ways. And most importantly, I have loved you and been loved by you.

I will always hold on to the memory of how you hugged me and talked to me about your feelings on that day in April when you were in the hospital. The closeness we shared , the meaningful words that were spoken, and the love expressed during that vulnerable time for you , I will keep in my heart forever.

Darko, my son, thank you for being in my life. Thank you for being you!

MY WISH FOR A SIGN ON MOTHERS DAY

 
Please give me a sign, my son,
That I may know that for just one moment, you're here.
A gentle breeze, a whisper,
That will tell me that you're near.

For Mother's Day, I don't need
A card with ribbons and lace,
But, oh, how very much I'd love to see
The detail of your face.

Please give me a sign, my son,
for my heart to read;
A rainbow when there has been no rain..
A fragrance I can't explain.

Please give me a sign, my son,
That I may share with others who share my cares.

I'll remember always my first Mother's Day,
Which was not in the month of May.
It was 1987, the afternoon of November 14th at 4:42,
That awesome, pride-filled moment, that I took my first look at you.

Never before or since the moment of your birth
Have I felt a greater sense of worth,
An overwhelming honor in the privilege of participation
As I stared in awe and wonder at God's great creation.

A beautiful little head,
Ten precious tiny fingers, ten sweet tiny toes..
My, what a miracle you truly were,
and every inch of you perfect
Right down to that adorable, little pug nose!

Oh, how I am missing you, my son,
So, in my dreams, please visit me, Darko.

Until my time comes, I'll meet each new day
Sustained by your memory and the anticipation
Of a most Heavenly Mother's Day,
When to you and a hug, I will find my way.


 
mom March 30, 2012
 
...
THE DOUBLE RAINBOWS




Come follow the Double Rainbows, Mama,
they will bring you right to me.

You should have known I’d never leave you, Mama,
without something beautiful to see.

I followed those Double Rainbows to my son,
lifeless, swollen and bruised. I was empty, tired
and heartbroken, lost, angry and confused.

As I drove in through those Double Rainbows, I tried
to push back the tears. While my mind searched through
my memories, my heart thought of the years; from your
tiny newborn face, to your grown up
worries and fears.

Why was God being so cruel?
Why was God being so unkind?
I knew in my heart that answer
I desperately needed to find.

Please don’t be angry with God Mama, you see
He took me by the hand. He never let me feel pain
or suffer, He never even let me land.

The only thing that comforted me, was the lightning and
the thunder, and those beautiful Double Rainbows
we always seemed to stay right under.
Something inside told me, with every crack
of the thunder, this had to be a message from my son,
My love, My little wonder.

Yes, it was me who sent the rainbows Mama, so that all of you
could see, just how beautiful it is in heaven, with God,
and that I was happy and my soul was free.

Now every time you see Rainbows Mama, you will always
be close to me. I’m waiting for those who loved me Mama,
so that we can always be happy in heaven with God,
For all eternity.



"The pain of child-birth quickly fades. The pain of child-death never goes away."

dad March 30, 2012
 
...

The Father Below

Dancing butterfly
Delicate and free
Carry this prayer to
The highest tree
A prayer of love
So that my son might know
His Father above and
His father below

Blackbird’s brother
Heart on wing
Carry this prayer to
The King of Kings
Lift to the clouds these
Words of love
From the father below to
The son above

Lord of Lords and
King of Kings
Accept this prayer of
Cloud and wings
And send a sign so that
I might know
That the son above loves
The father below.


 

mom March 29, 2012
 
PLEASE COME HOME

Hi darling, it's me Mom.... I cannot even believe that it has been 3 years, 8 months now that we have not seen each other... Darko, I have sooo much to tell you and so much to let you know... {PLEASE COME HOME)..... I LOVE AND MISS YOU Always and proud to be your Mom.. "In My dream...." In my dream, you are "alive and well" my precious darling son Darko. In my mind, I see you so clear, so how come all the others cannot???? In my soul, there is a hole that can never be filled but in my heart there is still hope that you will come back to me. (between you and I we both know that this is true.) In my heart and every feeling of my being you live on, always there with me, never, never ever gone.... Darko you left me way too soon... So what they may be saying may be true , that we are apart from this earth forever.... Darko, I just cannot ever imagine ever accepting that.... You left me and forgot to tell me how to live without you!!!!!!!!

Please let me sit down beside you... I've got something to tell you, you should know... I just couldn't wait for another day. I Love you far more than words can ever say....... Darling, living without you is so so painful, I am tempted to call it a day..... You have me in your heart why can't you understand..... I love you so much Darko, much more than words can ever say, I just cannot even sleep anymore...... The thought of you forever just lingers in my heart for when you are coming home.... Living without you is sooooo painful, I am tempted to just call it a day....... I Love you honey more than words can ever say...... I am so anxious to see you again soon!!!!!! Love your Mom...
               

 

Even though it hasn't been long
Since the day that you've been gone
People tell me, " time will heal......"
But not having you here seems so unreal.
I feel like I'm living in a dream -
Then reality hits......and I want to scream:
You are my younger child my "son"
And with your short life, I know I wasn't done
With teaching and loving and caring that's true,
And all of life's treasures I wanted for you.
I keep thinking what would I do,
If I had another moment to say I love you.
How would I fill that moment I long of,
Except with words conveying my love.
I can't be thankful for what I have not -
But do try and be thankful for all I got.
The time with you so short and sweet,
You always were "mom's special treat."
Lord - my strength is ebbing from yesterday,
Please fill my cup of strength for this day.
Show me the stairway that I have to Climb,
Lord..... for my sake,
Teach me to take..........
One day at a time.



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