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| mom | Happy Easter my Love | April 7, 2012 |
| mom & dad | ... | April 4, 2012 |
MY ANGEL IN HEAVEN
My Angel In Heaven!
We may no longer be together,
As you're not here with me anymore.
But I still feel you deep in my heart,
Just the same as it was before.
For I could never forget my love,
Or my beautiful memories of you.
And I know that even in Heaven,
You still recall those memories too.
When I gaze up at Heaven to you,
And you look down on me.
Our smiles light up the whole sky,
For all of Heaven and Earth to see.
Our love will always live on,
As our souls will forever be connected.
God made our cherished souls immortal,
So our love for each other, would be protected.
Knowing that you are at peace,
Brings comfort to my sad heart.
And I know God will take care of you,
Now that we are apart.
Until we are together again,
And sharing our heavenly home.
I will always have my Angel in Heaven,
Smiling down on me, and never be alone.
Occasionally, we are graced with the presence of an earth bound angel.
They are unable to stay with us for long, but while they do, they bring unprecedented joy and happiness to all they touch.
While they are here, we bask in their goodness and marvel at their contribution to the world.
When they leave, we are left with the devastation that comes from losing such a wonderful being, but we must remember.....Earth bound angels are not ours to keep.
They are ours to enjoy, learn from and behold until they return Home.
| mom | ... | March 30, 2012 |
A Mother's Tears
I have filled an ocean with tears.
Salty and bitter, they flow from my soul.
All the grief, all the pain
All the sadness, all the fears.
All the hurt, all the whys.
All the could haves, all the loss.
All the regrets, all the lost chances.
All the wants, all the goodbyes.
I have filled an ocean with tears.
Sweet and soft, they flow from my soul.
All the joy, all the laughter
All the love, all of the years.
All the rewards, all the smiles.
All the triumphs, all the hellos.
All that was right and all that was good.
All the kisses and hugs from my child.
I have filled an ocean with tears.
Salty and bitter, sweet and soft.
For love, for sadness, for joy, for pain.
I have filled an ocean with tears.
With you I bury my hopes and
dreams for all the days we'll never see.
But I also bury the love in my heart
and the sadness of knowing
that we must part.
And I pray to God to do for you
all the things I would like to do.
And to keep my baby safe from harm,
to laugh and frolic in springtime's arms.
For now, everytime I see the sun,
I watch you smile as you run.
Laughing, smiling, running, playing
.... missing you.
Momma loves you baby
| mom | ... | March 29, 2012 |
HELLO MY LOVE... I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH., MY HEART HURTS NOT LESS BUT MORE... I KNOW AS YOUR MOM HOW MUCH YOU WANT TO BE ALIVE AND LIVING YOUR LIFE AND BEING 25 YEARS OLD, AND SEEING ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS ... MY HEART STILL HURTS SOOO BAD, IT DOESN'T GET BETTER FOR ME, IT GETS WORSE.... I AM SO CONFUSED AND UPSET ALL THE TIME. I SOOO CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AND BE WITH YOU ONE DAY SOON.,. I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL
Can we believe what others say of a better place, Where our beloved ones rest in God's warm embrace? I should be happy you're free of pain and sorrow, And rejoice that you'll always have tomorrow. How can I then be so heartbroken and selfishly cry, Return to me from that peaceful place where you lie!
Can we believe what others say of a better place, Where our beloved ones rest in God's warm embrace? I should be happy you're free of pain and sorrow, And rejoice that you'll always have tomorrow. How can I then be so heartbroken and selfishly cry, Return to me from that peaceful place where you lie!
Forgive me, Friend
If I don’t seem there—
If I seem a little distant
Or you think I don’t care.
My child has died
It’s hard to explain
My down-an-out days
When I don’t respond
Or I seem in a daze
My child has died.
I seem to be happy
When I suddenly cry—
The emotion overpowers me,
Hard as I try.
My child has died
So forgive me, My Friend,
When I can’t seem to give.
I’m doing all I can
Just to get up and live.
My child has died.
| mom | In My Heart Forever | March 22, 2012 |
When I am gone, release me, let me go. I have so many things to see and do. You must not tie yourself to me with tears forever. Be happy that we had 20 years. I gave you love, you can only guess how much you gave me in happiness. I thank you for the love each have shown, but now it is time I traveled alone. So grieve awhile for me if grieve you must, Then let your grief be comforted by trust. It is only for a while that we must part, so bless those memories within your heart. I will not be far away, for life goes on. So if you need me, call and I will come. Though you cannot see or touch me, I will be near. And if you listen with your heart, you will hear, all of my love around you, soft and clear. Then when you must come this way alone, I will greet you with a smile, and "welcome home"
| mom | ... | March 14, 2012 |
A Mother's Crown
Heaven lit up with His mighty presence,
As all the Angels looked down,
Today the Lord was placing the jewels,
In all the mother’s crowns.
As He held up a golden crown,
As all the mother’s looked on,
He said in His gentle voice,
"I just want to explain each stone."
He held the first gem in His hand
But the radiance couldn’t match His own.
For He was the light of Heaven,
Reflecting off each of the stones.
"The first gem," He said, "is an emerald,
And it’s for endurance alone,
For all the nights you waited up.
For your children to come home.
For all the nights by their bedside,
You stayed till the fever went down,
For nursing every little wound,
I add this emerald to your crown."
"A ruby, I’ll place by the emerald,
For leading your child in the right way,
For if you hadn’t taught them about me,
They wouldn’t be here with you today.
For always being right there,
Thru all life's important events,
I give you a sapphire stone,
For the time and love you spent."
"For untying the strings that held them,
When they grew up and left home,
I give you this one for courage."
Then the Lord added an amethyst stone.
"I’ll place a stone of garnet," He said,
"For all the times you spent on your knees,
When you asked me to take care of your children,
And them for having faith in me."
"I have a pearl for every little sacrifice,
That you made without them knowing,
For all the times you went without,
To keep them happy, healthy, and growing."
"And last of all I have a diamond,
The greatest of all gems,
For those mother’s who lost their children,
When they came home to heaven before them."
"This is the most precious sacrifice,
So I give the most precious stone,
For I know just how you felt,
I too lost a child of my own."
After the Lord placed the last jewel in,
He said, "Heaven is now complete,
For every mother has her crown of jewels,
And all her children are at her feet."
| mom | ... | March 8, 2012 |
...PLEASE SAY HIS NAME...
Do you really think that I am OK?
Though my son has gone away?
Do you think because I smile
I have forgotten for a while?
I have to tell you that you are wrong.
He is on my mind all day long.
Though I may not let it show.
He's always on mind you know.
Why do you turn when I speak his name?
Do you not know it causes more pain?
Can you comprehend how I feel?
My son was here....my son was real!
I miss my child, but I must hide.
The terrible pain I feel inside.
The lump in my throat it hurts so bad
because I cannot cry although I am sad.
I can barely speak his name
For the fear it might cause you the pain.
I miss my Daki.....I miss him so.
I just thought you should know.
Even though I laugh and play,
I didn't forget my son today.
Please say his name now and then..
Please say "Darko" again.
Do you really think that I am OK?
Though my son has gone away?
Do you think because I smile
I have forgotten for a while?
I have to tell you that you are wrong.
He is on my mind all day long.
Though I may not let it show.
He's always on mind you know.
Why do you turn when I speak his name?
Do you not know it causes more pain?
Can you comprehend how I feel?
My son was here....my son was real!
I miss my child, but I must hide.
The terrible pain I feel inside.
The lump in my throat it hurts so bad
because I cannot cry although I am sad.
I can barely speak his name
For the fear it might cause you the pain.
I miss my Daki.....I miss him so.
I just thought you should know.
Even though I laugh and play,
I didn't forget my son today.
Please say his name now and then..
Please say "Darko" again.
| mom | ... | February 27, 2012 |
My Guardian Angel Son
You’re the angel on my shoulder
When I’m driving down the highway.
You’re the angel on my bedpost
When I go to sleep at night.
You’re watching over me night and day
My life’s in your hands,
My Guardian Angel, my son, my protector.
I feel your presence throughout the day.
I will pause and close my eyes
And good thoughts of you fill my head.
I will smile and carry on,
The sadness of the moment gone.
Son, you have gone on ahead of me to Heaven,
To pave the way for me someday.
Our meeting will be joyous,
My heart will be whole once more.
But for now, I feel you near
My Guardian Angel son.
I love you -- Mom
We do not need a special day,
to bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you,
are very hard to find.
Our hearts still ache with sadness,
and secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
noone will ever know.
There will always be a heartache,
and often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory,
of the days when you were here.
| mom | Happy Valentines Day | February 14, 2012 |
"People will forget what you said, forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
Happy Valentines Day....Love and Hugs..
| mom | ... | February 13, 2012 |
Somewhere out there, beneath the pale moonlight. Someone's thinking of me, and loving me tonight. Somewhere out there, someone's saying a prayer...that we'll find one another...in that great somewhere out there. Somewhere out there, if love can see us through, then WE'LL BE TOGETHER ...somewhere out there - out where dreams come true.
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