A Poem For My Son
I only have a picture now,
A frozen piece of time,
To remind me of how it was,
When you were here, and mine.
I see your smiling eyes,
Each morning when I wake,
I talk to you, and place a kiss,
Upon your lovely face.
How much I miss you being here,
I really can not say,
The ache is deep inside my heart,
And never goes away.
I hear it mentioned often,
That time will heal the pain,
But if I'm being honest,
I hope it will remain.
I need to feel you constantly,
To get me through the day,
I loved you so very much,
Why did you go away?
The angels came and took you,
That really wasn't fair,
They took my Son,
My future life. My heir.
If only they had asked me,
If I would take your place,
I would have done so willingly,
Leaving you this world to grace.
You should have had so many years,
To watch your life unfold,
And in the mist of this,
Watch me, your Mom grow old!
I hope your watching from above,
At the daily tasks I do,
And let there be no doubt at all,
I really do love you.
"Love you and miss you my baby boy. So many things needed to be said, not enough time for us. I have never known anyone as awesome as you. You were so special. You will always be on my mind in my heart. To think of you is to think of Love...."
"It seems I always say the same thing over and over again. What else can I say but How very much I miss you, love you, need to hold you in my empty arms one more time. This is my Hell, my cross to bear, 4 years but seems like yesterday. MY beautiful sweet child my love forever"
"I miss you every minute of every day. If I could have changed the outcome of that last month of your life here with us, if I could hold you, hug you, say how much I love you and told you how very proud of you I have always been, But I can't, so I am telling you now I love YOU always"