Darko Durbic

Some days the fight is too difficult, and I just give up. Living without you is a pain too harsh. I love you my son

 

I miss my Darko so much, but tonight, I feel like I actually had him with me I could feel him. I talked to him with my candle in my hand and I just prayed and prayed. Tears wouldn't stop rolling down my face but all I could think of was - none of our children are in pain anymore. I just wanted to say a prayer and lit a candle for all our precious children in the Heaven. Love you Darko

VALENTINE’S DAY IN HEAVEN

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Valentine’s Day in Heaven,

A spectacular site to see.

Angels spreading Heavenly love,

As quickly as can be.

✰*⌒*✰‿✰*⌒*✰‿✰*⌒*✰

All the love we send to them,

Up in Heaven above.

Is gathered all together

                                        And released on this day of love

  

  

I do not ask to understand the way you lead me;

 But this I ask—teach me to do the thing that pleases You. I want to know Your guiding voice, To walk with you each day.  

 God’s love, peace, hope and joy to you for the year ahead.........

Darko here is another Christmas * 20013*. I sitting here looking at the Christmas lights. Present around the tree. Darko you love Christmas.

                                                                   I look up to the heavens,
                                                                    And shout out "WHY" ??
                                                                  The silence is deafening,
                                                                  They don't hear my cries.

I would be lying if I wrote that I didn't want him here with all of us for Christmas...but that is so selfish and worldly of me. My precious son is healed and all the suffering is gone. That's what I think about when I am sooo sad and missing him. Someday I will see the face of Jesus and I believe the next face I see will be my Darko. I can almost hear him say, "MOM do you see why now?
So, to all my mom friends who have children that are now in Heaven...we will make it there someday, and until then we will Praise Jesus everyday for choosing us to be the mothers of his precious children. Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday Jesus. 
 Miss you Darko,  love mom

This is not at all how

We thought it was supposed to be

We had so many plans for you

We had so many dreams

And now you're gone away

And left us with the memories of your smile

And nothing we can say

And nothing we can do

Can take away the pain

The pain of losing you, but…



We can cry with hope

We can say goodbye with hope

'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh, no

And we can grieve with hope

'Cause we believe with hope

There's a place where we'll see your face again

We'll see your face again



And never have I known

Anything so hard to understand

And never have I questioned more

The wisdom of God's plan

But through the cloud of tears

I see the Father's smile and say well done

And I imagine you

Where you wanted most to be

Seeing all your dreams come true

'Cause now you're home

And now you're free, and…



We have this hope as an anchor

'Cause we believe that everything

God promised us is true, so…



So we can cry with hope

And say goodbye with hope

We wait with hope

And ache with hope

We hope with hope 

We let go with hope