I sent a letter to Heaven~to an Angel up above~I sealed it with a kiss and filled it with my love~Dear Angel when you open it, I hope that you will see~how much I love and miss you, and how much you mean to me~even though we're not together and we are far apart~enclosed in the letter~I'm sending you my heart..
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| mom | In My Heart Forever | October 14, 2014 |
I sent a letter to Heaven~to an Angel up above~I sealed it with a kiss and filled it with my love~Dear Angel when you open it, I hope that you will see~how much I love and miss you, and how much you mean to me~even though we're not together and we are far apart~enclosed in the letter~I'm sending you my heart..
| mom | Happy Thanksgiving my Love | October 12, 2014 |
There is nothing that can come close to explaining the depth of losing a child. How do you explain losing part of your heart, mind, soul and breath? How do you explain losing part of your today, yesterday and your tomorrow? How do you explain losing love that was connected to your soul? How do you explain losing such intense feelings for another that you’d gladly trade your life so that your child could live? There are no words to adequately explain child loss….oh how I miss my son. Happy Thanksgiving my Love
| mom | Just for Today | October 10, 2014 |
Just for today I will try to live through the next 24 hours
and not expect to get over my loved one's death
but instead learn to live with it, just one day at a time.
Just for today I will remember my loved one's life, not just their death...
and bask in the comfort of all those treasured days
and moments we shared.
Just for today I will forgive all the family and friends
who didn't help or comfort me the way I needed them to.
They truly did not know how.
Just for today I will smile no matter how much I hurt on the inside,
for maybe if I smile a little,
my heart will soften and I will begin to heal.
Just for today I will reach out to comfort a relative or friend of my loved one,
for they are hurting too,
and perhaps we can help each other.
Just for today I will free myself from my self-inflicted burden of guilt,
for deep in my heart I know if there was anything in this world
I could of done to save my loved one from death
I would of done it.
Just for today I will honor my loved one's memory
by doing something with another person
because I know that would make my own loved one proud.
Just for today I will offer my hand in friendship
to another who is bereaved
for I do know how they feel.
Just for today when my heart feels like breaking,
I will stop and remember that grief is the price we pay for loving
and the only reason I hurt is because
I had the privilege of loving so much
Just for today I will not compare myself with others.
I am fortunate to be who I am
and have had my loved one as long as I did.
Just for today I will allow myself to be happy,
for I know that I am not deserting him/her by living on.
Just for today I will accept that I did not die when my loved one did
my life did go on,
and I am the only one who can make that life worthwhile once more
| mom | In my heart forever | October 7, 2014 |
~*~Even as the sun goes down to end the light of day it's rising on a new horizon somewhere far away ~ And though our world seems darker for the loss of ones we miss, our loved one's lives are dawning in a brighter world then this~*~
I love and miss you always and forever, my sweetheart. Sometimes it seems like it was just last week that we lost you. Our hearts are broken, angel. Mama love you and miss you a lot
| mom | In My Heart Forever | October 2, 2014 |
I can't even express how much I miss you. But know this.....your name crosses my lips everyday....in prayer and in conversation. You always will be my baby.I'll love you forever.....I'll like you for always.As long as I'm living, my baby you'lll be.
| mom | Thinking of You Angel | September 30, 2014 |
You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbyes
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again
And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now
| mom | I MISS MY SON | September 26, 2014 |
It matters not how long a star shines what is remembered is the brightness of the light.
| mom | MY ANGEL | September 5, 2014 |
If roses grow in Heaven,
Lord please pick a bunch for me,
Place them in my son arms
and tell him they're from me.
Tell him that I love and miss him,
and when he turns to smile,
place a kiss upon his cheek and
hold him for awhile.
Because remembering him is easy,
I do it every day,
but there's an ache within my heart
that will never go away.
(forever my baby)
| mom | I MISS MY SON | August 7, 2014 |
My handsome angel, I love and miss you so much with all my heart.You are and will always be an amazing person. I Love you so much. Love Mom
| mom | I MISS MY SON | July 30, 2014 |
For six years we arrive at your ... what? I can't stand the word.. It is for the old and weary souls, not for kids ... not for children.
Dear Darko.. you know.. Sometimes it hurts me so that you view.. as you say, why am I here?. and not with you??? My handsome, handsome Son.. all what you want, to do ,is that you're here with us, alive and happy.
Blessed are those who find comfort in believing in reunion, ... I can't do it. .. Since then, this pain or desire would not be a...,and that this is so. I would leave my life as soon as you take me with you......
My love ... my Angel
There are those days when everything is more difficult, more painful and huge. " When you really can not prevail against despair and pain, and I have to play for others, but sometimes that I can't, I just can't anymore.. Darko my love, how I live this at all? How when I know how much you wanted to live, how much you're looking forward to and how lucky you are to be? I still live in the awful nightmare from which I can't seem to wake up. .. How is it possible that you loved my not?? How is it possible to ... How does days has dawned without you, your smile and voice in. There's no words to describe how much I miss you, it's bothering me more every day. My love, where I was running away when all else falling apart. " My comforter, my me .. How to live without your touch.. without your love and tenderness. " how, how, how ... Darko my love ". Why don't you come to dream.. at least a little bit there with you I'm talking about.. I can't do this anymore. " It is not normal for this long to be separated from my child.. do you know how much more I wanted to learn it...
I very much miss you
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