Darko Durbic

As I wake up every morning,

My heart breaks again and again.

You're the first thing on my mind,

Happy life has been left behind.
 

I miss your smiles, your hugs...

The way you made me laugh;

We have lost so much

Now that you have passed.

I can't believe you're gone,
 

The pain too much to bear;

I think of you always;

It's just so unfair.

You were far too young,

No chance to mature;

You would have been a great dad,

Of that I am sure.
 

A part of me died too,

I would happily go in your place;

I'll never understand why,

It has to be a mistake.

I'm trying to survive,

The best that I know how;
 

I wish I could have you back.

It's too late for that now.

Darko, I'll always love you,

I'll meet you there someday;

Until that time shall come,

In my heart you'll stay.

An angel sent, from Heaven above, you've filled my life, with joy and love.

I've learned from you, and you from me.

That is the way, we will forever be.

Through all of the smiles, and through the tears, through all of the days, and the passing years.

I gave you life, and you've given me love, you truly are...an angel from above.

My preciouse child, talk to me, speak to me in my heart. Let me hear your kind, sweet voice, full of love, though we're apart.

Touch my hand, my precious child, even if just so brief. Let me feel your gentleness, to help me through my grief.

The scent of you, may I enjoy, just one more time, I plead. To lift my spirit and soothe my soul, right now it's what I need.

May I see your smile once more, it brightens up my day. With twinkling eyes and warmest grin, you won't seem far away. Stay with me, my precious child, in heart and soul and mind. Though you have left this world for now, please don't leave me behind.

"I KNOW YOU BY HEART"

There's time and space between where we are and where we've been.

I grieve for what I cannot have or ever hold again.

Just when I think I'm all alone cause you're so far away, it occurs to me I see you everyday.

You're the hint of inspiration urging me to carry on. A boost of needed energy when all my strength is gone.

You're the single shining ray of hope when faith is hard to find. And 20/20 vision when grief has left me blind.

You're the lonely roads companion when it's hard to find a friend. A much needed reminder that good-bye is not the end.

You're calm and reassurance when I scream for answers, "Why?". A gentle voice that whispers "Mommy, it's okay to cry".

You're part of everything I am and I'll ever be. The one who when I'm at my worst still sees the best in me.

And though you're just outside my reach, we are never far apart. I recognize you everywhere my child, I know you by heart.

DON’T MAKE YOUR ANGEL BLUE

Your Angel up in Heaven,

Is always around you.

I know you’ve heard this saying,

But I’m telling you it’s true.

☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥

It frustrates them entirely,

When you say your Angel’s gone.

Because they’re always by your side,

And have been all along.

☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥ ☆ ♥

So, try to be aware of it,

And no matter what you do,

Don’t say your Angel’s gone away,

Don’t make your Angel blue.

Because your life was shortened
No more room to grow
Yet,You fought every day,
With your body so weak,
I'll never forget the last kiss to your cheek,
Our hands held tight,
Our embrace just right,
Our bodies, and your soul.
I'll never understand why you had to suffer so,
It doesn't make sense that you so young,
had to bare, it just isn't fair...

I'll never forget you,
nor the pain that it brings,
A Mother and Son are a wonderful thing...

HAPPY VALENTINE’S, ANGEL

Happy Valentine’s, Angel

I wish I could be with you.

I’d send you all the flowers on earth,

And all the chocolates, too.

If you and I could share this day,

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The way we used to do.

So, Happy Valentine’s Day, Angel

I’ll always love you dear.

On this Happy Valentine’s Day,

I’ll keep your memory near.

My handsome son, it has been six sad Christmas, six New Years since you left us physically from this world.
I know they say that time heals but doesn’t for me, it’s a pain that will never go away, our hearts have been broken and that pain is here to stay no matter what I do. I grieve for you every day my Darko and will do until the end of my life. Loosing you has changed our lives Darko, there is always a shadow of sadness anywhere we go or whatever we do, there is no escape.

How I long to see you, to hear you laugh, hear your voice, just so badly want to hold and hug you my son.
I wish so bad that I could turn back the clock, wish so much that the doctors or God could have saved you, and most of all I wish that I could have saved you. I am so so sorry my son.
Thank you my Darko for being my son. I treasure all our time together and now patiently wait for the day that I will meet you again. Really cannot and don’t want to wait anymore, wishing so bad that the three of us be together again real soon.
Am trying Baby but...... My heartaches for you Darko.  Remember always Son that Mama loves you and always will.

Happy New Year my love…….