Darko Durbic

There is nothing that can come close to explaining the depth of losing a child. How do you explain losing part of your heart, mind, soul and breath? How do you explain losing part of your today, yesterday and your tomorrow? How do you explain losing love that was connected to your soul? How do you explain losing such intense feelings for another that you’d gladly trade your life so that your child could live? There are no words to adequately explain child loss….oh how I miss my son. Happy Thanksgiving my Love

~*~Even as the sun goes down to end the light of day it's rising on a new horizon somewhere far away ~ And though our world seems darker for the loss of ones we miss, our loved one's lives are dawning  in a brighter world then this~*~

 
I love and miss you always and forever, my sweetheart. Sometimes it seems like it was just last week that we lost you. Our hearts are broken, angel. Mama love you and miss you a lot

I can't even express how much I miss you.  But know this.....your name crosses my lips everyday....in prayer and in conversation.  You always will be my baby.I'll love you forever.....I'll like you for always.As long as I'm living, my baby you'lll be.

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times

And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbyes
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

I've never been more homesick than now

For six years we arrive at your ... what? I can't stand the word.. It is for the old and weary souls, not for kids ... not for children.

Dear Darko.. you know.. Sometimes it hurts me so that you view.. as you say, why am I here?. and not with you??? My handsome, handsome Son.. all what you want, to do ,is that you're here with us, alive and happy.

 Blessed are those who find comfort in believing in reunion, ... I can't do it. .. Since then, this pain or desire would not be a...,and that this is so. I would leave my life as soon as you take me with you......

 My love ... my Angel

 There are those days when everything is more difficult, more painful and huge. " When you really can not prevail against despair and pain, and I have to play for others, but sometimes that I can't, I just can't anymore.. Darko my love, how I live this at all? How when I know how much you wanted to live, how much you're looking forward to and how lucky you are to be? I still live in the awful nightmare from which I can't seem to wake up. .. How is it possible that you loved my not?? How is it possible to ... How does days has dawned without you, your smile and voice in. There's no words to describe how much I miss you, it's bothering me more every day. My love, where I was running away when all else falling apart. " My comforter, my me .. How to live without your touch.. without your love and tenderness. " how, how, how ... Darko my love ". Why don't you come to dream.. at least a little bit there with you I'm talking about.. I can't do this anymore. " It is not normal for this long to be separated from my child.. do you know how much more I wanted to learn it...
I very much miss you

I can't even express how much I miss you.  But know this.....your name crosses my lips everyday....in prayer and in conversation.  You always will be my baby.